Lesson 11 : Why Don't You Learn From Your Mistake

I was just checking on for update in the facebook, and the I noticed someone post something that catch my eye. So I decided to click on the link given. It was a blog entry. When I was reading the post, I felt so shocked about the entry. It's was not suppose to be told to anyone.

To me, if you have done that kind of thing before,it's should be between you and Allah. You don't have to tell everyone about your dark side. Everyone has done mistake in their life, I have too. We should not never be proud of our sin. It is not something to be proud of and it's not something to be told about.

Here is some stories that i find interesting about the issue above. I hope the girl will delete the post and returned to the right path. Just remember, Allah is the most forgiving.



Tunjukkanlah Kami ke Jalan Yang Lurus
Jalan Orang-orang Yang Kau Beri Nikmat
Bukan Jalan Mereka Yang Kau Murkai
Dan Bukan Pula Jalan Mereka Yang Sesat

Lesson 10 : Studying or Steadying?

Right now, I'm supposed to be in the mood of study. My exams is so near that I'm to afraid to read the book and look at the slide or gross anymore.

I'm tired looking at this

and this

and also this

So, instead of studying back all those things, I did this..haha..

                                                   

This is the note I took from miss survivor, hehe. I may have some notes wrong there, so if you're watching this, can you please tell me what wrong with my play. I'm still new actually with keyboard..



bila cinta ini, tak lagi bermakna
yang ku rasa kini, hanyalah nestapa

Lesson 9 : Giving up is easy,but what does it taste?

    Have u ever think to give up at certain time. Well, if I were to ask myself that, my answer will be yes. I always thinking of giving up of everything that I do, but when I refresh my mind and think about it again, I will try to push myself forward.

Remember their songs.Siti don't give up.hehe

    Giving up is easy to do, but what will it do to you. Will it do any good. I don't think so. When you let yourself give up, you just giving an excuse for yourself of what you could do, but you wouldn't just because you so scared or think it the best way. 

    I know sometimes when things are not happen to be of what we have planned, but it doesn't give us a room to give up. Human grows up by pushing themselves to their limit. Thats how you grow,thats how I grow, and thats how we grow as a human. We going through a lot of obstacle during our life, sometimes we fail, sometimes we succeed, but what count is the effort we put into doing it. If you fail without even trying, you fail completely.

    As a human being, we will always be tested by many things. You can never escape from being tested. But that is how you will grow. Do you know how hard for a chrysalids to fly as a butterfly. It has to go through all that so it can fly beautifully. So do you. You have to undergoes all those harsh things, for you to fly beautifully too.

You can fly too.

picture credit,here and here

It's not a question, but a lesson learn in time

It's something unpredictable,but in the end it's right

Skipping Lesson : Part 3

"Tengok movie jap lu"

Huhu..baru pas habis tengok cerita Detective Conan. Agak best la jugak cerita baru conan ni. Tapi kisah kali ni agak menyedihkan kalau nak banding dengan cerita-cerita live action dia sebelum ni.

Tapi yang tak puas hatinya kat cni,sebab tengok cerita ni guna subtitle Indon. Subtitle English dia tak boleh pakai langsung, direct translation, takde tukar susunan ayat pun. Last-last terpaksa jugala guna subtitle Indon tu, sebab tu paling teratur subtitle die.

pascal yang comel..

Cerita dia kali ni memang agak menyedihkan, tapi tetap tak boleh lawan lagi cerita 1 liter of tear tu la. Cerita tu sedih sangat-sangat la. Tapi tetap puas hati dengan cerita Conan yang baru ni, walaupun cuma satu teknik je yang pembunuh tu pakai.

Anyways,hope to see another Conan in live action. Can't wait for that..

the killer is you.yes,you.

"In my head there's only you now, This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe, And this seems real to me"

Lesson 8 : You not pretty anymore

Just now, I went and saw you in your blog. and I think that, you not so charming like you used to be. But I was happy to see you that way, cause I really think that you have change so much than before.

Now you more timid in your appearance. And i really like to see you that way. Even if you're not as beautiful as you were before, but you're better now. It's amaze me how you could change so drastically. Maybe you find the right one that guide to to the right path, and you follow the path.

Or maybe, it's just because it is you. But,whatever it is, I'm glad that you change. I'm glad that the person I use to hate, has become a better person. And somehow I'm a little bit jealous of you, because you really changes.

Unlike me, which keep on telling myself that is your fault I fall this way.Not even trying to get up and get this over with. Anyways, happy birthday to you. Wish you become a good doctor like you always dream of..

i didn't change to 19 and 21 coz it just to hurt to remember

"That's what you get when you let your heart win"

Lesson 7 : About Life

Life is something that we all borrowed from our god. What do we do to deserve this magnificent things. Nothing. We done nothing to deserve this. Yet He still lending us this life,to show how much He care and love us.

And yet, what we do to show our gratitude to Him. Do we show our respect to Him. Did we show to others, how is the way of life that He told us to live. What have we done.

Just a small reminder to myself.

Lesson 6 : I wasn't for you,You weren't for me

 It funny how life can change

In just a year

Many things has happened

But for me

Mostly there are bad things that happens

But still , here am I

Still standing , even though the road was a bit harsh for me

But I choose to move on..

Yes, I know maybe someone will just come and told me,

It my own fault that I fall that way,

I choose to fall, and you just can do nothing about that,

All that talk that you give me, sometimes it just made me annoyed,

Cause you just talk, you not in my shoes,

How would you say you know what I 'm going through,

You not me, you don’t know how it feels..

But still, I have to thanks all of you that care for me,

Cause yeah, even though sometimes the words are hurting,

But most of the time it still motivate me,

To just keep on pressuring myself,

And yes, still I slipped somehow,

Cause during that time,

I still has some problem within me

A love that I couldn’t forget,

No matter how many times it hurt,

Still it is unforgettable,

Even after seeing something that I don’t want to see

Still there is love for that someone

But it alright now,

Just go on with you way,

I will not  chasing you anymore,

Cause is it useless to chase someone,

Who wont stop no matter how hard you hold her,

No matter how you do,

She will still run away,

Cause it just the way she is..

Nah , enough with all this

Is not that I'm still thinking about this,

It just that I regret it so much,

Because just how this one decision I make,

Ruining almost everything in my life..

I accept all of this as a lessons for me,

Yeah , it is very valuable lessons,

And I don’t think I want to go all over it again,

I don’t think I can stand for it again ,huhu..

Skipping Lesson : Part 2

Kali ni nak buat post dalam bm. Sebab banyak ayat yang nak dipakai untuk luahan hati kali ni tak tahu nak translate macam mana..huhu..

Sebenarnya nak cakap tentang hari ibu. Dalam fb,blog, dan vlog, nampak ada ramai yang wish mak dorg sempena hari ibu ni. Aku suka benda-benda macam ni. Dia buat kita lebih hargai apa yang kita ada. Tapi apa yang aku tak berapa senang sangat sebenarnya bila tengok ada orang yang tulis camni,"buat apa nak sambut hari ibu,hari-hari pun hari ibu.kenapa nak bagi satu hari special utk ibu ko". Bagi aku orang yang tulis macam ni fikiran dia sempit, tak pun dia duduk dengan ibu dia setiap hari.

berlainan dengan aku,aku duduk jauh dari ibu aku. So, aku tak dapatlah nak bagi pape yang special utk ibu aku setiap hari. Tapi aku tetap ingat mak ayah aku setiap hari,walaupun aku jarang call dorang. Aku tak suka dorang yang cakap macam tu sebab dorang macam kondem orang yang sambut hari ibu tu. Bagi aku,tak salah menggembirakan ibu kita. Lagipun rasanya ibu kita sendiri tahu bila hari ibu (mgkin ada jg yang tak tahu) dan bila kita wish kat ibu kita,bukankah kita telah menggembirakan ibu kita. Bagi aku,aku jenis tak banyak cakap sangat,jadi aku tunggu jela hari-hari macam ni untuk cakap kat mak aku,yang aku sayangkan dia.

Lepas tu,boleh-boleh plak aku terbaca satu artikel yang cakap sambut hari ibu ni haram. Aku sedih gila dengan pemikiran orang-orang melayu kita sekarang ni. Terlalu paranoid dengan benda-benda macam ni. Aku harap kalau orang yang percaya pun dengan benda ni,tolongla jangan pergi cakap benda ni dengan mak korang bila mak korang tanya kenapa korang tak wish dia(aku tak rasa mak korg akan tanya pun kalau korg x wish,btl tak?). Sebab korang macam secara tak langsung akan cakap yang mak korang ni jahil agama, yang memang akan buat mak korang sedih. Tapi tak tahulah plak kalau mak korang akan pikir yang tahap agama korang dah terlampau tinggi,sampai mak korang respect korg sbb tu..

Tapi apapun, main point yang aku nak cakap kat sini adalah tak salah sambut hari ibu. Kita ni sebagai manusia,kita ada sifat pelupa. Sebab tu kena sentiasa diingatkan. Rasa-rasanya Allah wajibkan solat 5 waktu tu untuk apa.Supaya setiap hari kita ingat Allah.Allah tahu makhluk-Nya ni sifat macam mana.Kena sentiasa diingatkan. Bila dah ada benda-benda macam ni,kita diingatkan tentang betapa berharganya ibu kita. Sedangkan ada hari macam ni pun ada orang lagi yang tak nak hargai ibu dia,cuba kalau takde. Tengok berapa kali je korang akan layan ibu korang macam korang buat masa hari ibu ni. Kan elok sambut hari ibu,semua buat ucapan best2 utk gembirakan mak dorang.

Rasanya tu jela kot..dan untuk penutup,saya nak ucapkan selamat hari ibu untuk mak saya. Terima kasih kerana jaga saya dari kecik sampai besar. Jadi teman berbual saya,buat lawak2 dengan saya,saya gembira bila dengan mama..thanks ma..

Skipping Lesson : Part 1

now addicted to Dewa songs..
'Sedang ingin bercinta'..haha..Quite an old school songs..

Lesson 5 : Being single

Its been a long time since i'm being single. It does feel kind of weird to get rid of the feeling that i feel when i was in relationships. Its never been okay for me actually, cause all the time i always thinking of her, but still, nothing good will ever happen if we were ever together again.

I actually still hurt, due to my past. i guess i never suited for any relationship, thats why i never had any during school, lucky me.

its been very long since i last talked to her. i remembered she called me during my birthday, i was actually happy cause she did call to wish me. but i was sad also, thinking that i will never be with her anymore.

its maybe my fault that we never able to be friend again since i did something bad after we break up, but still, if given a choice, i will never try to be friend with you.again..cause it hurt so much to think that i will never be with you.

i been watching you all the way.. i see you move on..well,good for you.hope you will be happy with you new life, and don't make the same mistake again..

as for me,i'm still hanging here.still being haunted by the memory..looking for someone that can take me down slowly.