Lesson 21 : Sometimes it just you

Having a hard time this weeks. Everything seems so wrong, even though it is normal for them. Unfortunately, that doesn't occur to me. Sad, isn't it. I think it's all started when the person actually hit the limit of my patience level. I do have limit too. You don't simply said things and never consider what people felt about it.

Today, they suppose to make a surprise for my friend and me. Just because i still feel very irritated about something, i choose not to show up. Luckily i heard they were planning the surprise. If not, i would be there with someone who I don't want to be with.

It's kind of pathetic, doesn't it. I rather eat bread than having ayam masak merah,nasi ayam and all just because I was still angry with something. I hope they enjoy their meals themselves..And thanks for the surprise party, but sorry because I never show up..

Lesson 20 : Problems??

I tried to list down the problems i been having for this semesters..Seems like it's just keep growing and growing..Maybe it just because i never really did face with it,but just run along with it until i cannot go on anymore..

Some of us have different ways to deal with problems, some succeed, some end up with failure. I try to deal mine with facing it, but somehow i get irritated by it and i choose to be silent..And if you ask me did that help, i will answer you right now..It is not..

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