Lesson 23 : Welcome Back

So here i am.. Writing again just for my personal satisfaction.. Why do i feel like writing once again..Maybe because i had this same feeling once again when i started writing in this blog.

I kind of love this feeling..But somehow it is kind of painful also cause not be able to express the feeling, its eating me from inside..I guess i just wait then..To make the move too early is not a good thing also..

Well, i guess that all for the first post after all the long break..Im having my writer block i think..hahaha..
Couldn't even write properly now..=P

Re-shuffle, Restarting , Respawn

       Gone for long time already. It's seem time really flies away just like that when you not looking. For now, there will be some weird guy back to the writing arena. I love to see if i manage to get someone to read this again, but well, it doesn't really matters now. Thanks for all who read my story, although most of it make no sense.

Well, this year, I think maybe i will be writing another story. Because everything I've done will remain as memory, be it the sweet or not so sweet one..Well then, here goes, back to blogger i guess..=)

Lesson 22 : Don't Run To The Past

Lately, i keep on listening to Adele songs, Someone like you..Somehow, i think the lyrics does relate to me..Not all part of it, of course..It's make me thought of someone who I hasn't since last year..Cause last time I checked, she told that she already engaged ( this is the part that i relate to,haha..) 

When I heard the news, well I was kind of happy at first, a little bit of sad, but still wish that she happy with her life..The news actually really helped me to get me up running forward, rather than keep on clinging to the past..Cause I know I won't have another chance to be together..

Well, what past is past..Nothing we can do to change it, so just hope for a better future later on..This time, I guess I really has get over her..Thanks for the news, it does help me..

Never mind I find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you

Lesson 21 : Sometimes it just you

Having a hard time this weeks. Everything seems so wrong, even though it is normal for them. Unfortunately, that doesn't occur to me. Sad, isn't it. I think it's all started when the person actually hit the limit of my patience level. I do have limit too. You don't simply said things and never consider what people felt about it.

Today, they suppose to make a surprise for my friend and me. Just because i still feel very irritated about something, i choose not to show up. Luckily i heard they were planning the surprise. If not, i would be there with someone who I don't want to be with.

It's kind of pathetic, doesn't it. I rather eat bread than having ayam masak merah,nasi ayam and all just because I was still angry with something. I hope they enjoy their meals themselves..And thanks for the surprise party, but sorry because I never show up..

Lesson 20 : Problems??

I tried to list down the problems i been having for this semesters..Seems like it's just keep growing and growing..Maybe it just because i never really did face with it,but just run along with it until i cannot go on anymore..

Some of us have different ways to deal with problems, some succeed, some end up with failure. I try to deal mine with facing it, but somehow i get irritated by it and i choose to be silent..And if you ask me did that help, i will answer you right now..It is not..

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